define true friends.

can anyone explain what true friends really are? is it just, telling u that i will be there when u need me? or just, i'll give u a hand when u need help? hahaha. actually, i guess i've also tried before, 说到做不到 ba. that is why, i am afraid to make promises ever since that time. hehe. and to my friends. i hope u all can correct me if i'm wrong. dun just sit quietly without telling me my mistakes. because, i dun wish to lose anyone of u wahahahaha. and also, please define true friends for me :D only if u saw this post hehe

what a night.

haha. this is the first time. i dun feel like sleeping.. although i feel sleepy. nothing much happened. but i wasn't in a very good mood i guess. hehe. dunno why am i like this tonight. holiday is ending~ school is starting. need to work hard le ba. no pain no gain eh? heh

what a wonderful and tiring day~

today.. it was really nice. as i was still worrying last night. but everything seems to be okay this morning. u're still so warm to me. i'm glad. haha i slept at 2.20+ and woke up at 6 =_= because they say they will come fetch me at 8+. so i asked sammy to come earlier. anyway, we are going to sunway lagoon..
the journey begins. at first, we reached there at 10.40+ if i'm not mistaken. we were waiting for the others to come. then, un appeared :D he gives me a feeling that he is a cool guy. but actually he's not. a friendly guy and here! WE SAW JIN RUI AND THE GANG HERE ALSO :D
then, ying was so excited to go into the lagoon. like eating ecstacy. she was like a kid. keep on pulling me like i'm his father. hahaha that was funny. then, the war started once we went into the lagoon.
they were trying to wet everyone with water. no need see also know, i was the second last who was wet. because sammy keep run away. if not i'll be the last :D haha. and ying, also say jor ga lah. wan 陷害 people. but kena ur self. hahaha. and u ah. wan yeh lah. i thought u really cramp. 奋不顾身 bring u back to the shallower place. dim zi u keep laugh! i choked jor so many times. haha but it was fun :D
and then, the one. like a pendulum that one. walao. this one really chi gik. that time i and sammy still say wan sit the behind there. almost middle also scare die me. so chi gik ah! like my heart dropped! the first one was chi gik. but the second one. walao.. so DAMN fast and 360 degrees. wah. really! chi sin ah~
after that, we went to the. some thing like a roller coaster? but not so. and i remembered what ying said. later i sit i ng scream! and the results is. hahaha u screamed so much :D but really very fast lah. haha.
i guess that's all i can write ba. very tired already :D still got alot but i cut already lah. hahaha but it was fun :D

是我忽略了吗？

是不是因为我？是不是因为我太重视她啦？你所写的，好像都在写着我。
每当有什么不开心和开心的，都是关于她，关于她的事，我都跟你说了。
也许，是因为这样，你才会想要一个人静静的吧？
也或许不是。。是不是我想多了啦？我也不懂。好担心啊～
我，以后也不会这样了。我会改！不会再有重色轻友了啦！
所以，希望你能原谅我。
对不起

duplicating~

hahaha. seems like my feelings towards u, instead of fading, they are duplicating! a weird phrase. but it is true~ i loved ur smiles. i loved talking with u too. time is passing. i always wished if i can freeze the time, so that our conversation never ends. like ying said, my mind is full of u. like 重色轻友. didn't like being that actually.. hehe. i'm trying to change anyway. 情义两难存！ hopefully it will perish in my world :D wahahaha